1 2 3 into the 4
add the fail to the list cause i fucked up once more
broke up with her thinking id be straight
but the end result ended up with me boiling up a lot of hate
to the fact that we, can never be,
another possibility
to an open door responsibility
took the chance on my own two feet
didn’t realize i was way off beat to the track
cause im one track minded
i can say i blinded by the light of your presence
the smell of your fragrance
i know i was all up in your space
crashing here and there
hopping bars i never paid fairs
to get to my grunt work
just to get by
just to get high
never realized
you was a blessing in disguise
my blood shot eyes
remind me of the long nights i despise
crying and lying to myself
making me believe that it was selfish of me to leave
i think we both gotta understand theres two sides to a story
so lets be positive and look at the glory
that we had
just be glad and smile
and just keep it moving for a couple of miles
just so you know when you look back
i might not be right here on the same track
cause everything happens for a reason
faith is faith
we cant determine
our next meeting
so just let it be known
over time we’ve grown
so just let it be known
over time we’ve just grown
so you know we’ve been acting kinda funny
like 2 clowns with upside down smiles making ugly frowns
to each other
just the bother
and push each others buttons
purposely to add a little pressure
to make ourselves feel a little better
and i apologize for making you feel a little lesser
its better i keep my tongue tied down
i should stop and maybe take a look around
crazy you can fit in my shoes
and spot all the clues
cause im blind without my glasses
its like 6 glasses down of wine
blurry vision
intertwined with all the MJs i hit
to pick myself up
keep my head up high
chin up just like a vintage pin up
smiling ear to ear just from the endo
but the end though
we can be the fellow ship of the ring
bring our families together
make it last foreva
make it last foreva
yo its 2 am
i really should be sleeping
but instead im writing
a quick one two
only cause i got you
wondering and lurking
all around in my mind
figuring out my grind
but i doubt you’ll discover anything
in my black dark mind
kinda like space without time
moving in slo mo cause im on that purple
just so
i got more time to ponder on my rhymes
and when i say my rhymes
i really mean my feelings
that im bleeding
deep spilling
got me choked up
hold up
i think im going under
just so maybe i can get you to wonder
on how im doing
how im really pulling through
well just to let you know
youre better off you never knew
its just better off if you never knewww